About Yangyi 290894 Canoeist 15SLCOT; Don't judge from what you see and hear, 'cause deep down you're probably not any better. Tagboard Friends Charity 6'06 3H2'09 2C'08 Abigail Abraham Adelle Alicia Alvin Amanda Anthony Audrey Audrey[2] Brenda Cabrini Canxiang Carmen Charlene Cheahjing Cherie Cherie[2] Chermain Chingyun Christine Chuanling Claudia Cyrus Damian Daryl Daryn Dejun Delphine Dennis ElaineOng ElaineOng[2] ElaineTay Elena Esther Esther[2] Evie Felicia Ginming Huiwen Isaac James Jianing Jingying Jingzhan Jonathan Josephine Kahpoh Keith Keloysius Kengfang Kenji Kenneth Kenny Kevin Libo Linfang Lingyue Lionel Lukyean Lyeann MarcusLee MarcusGoh Max Mayshuen Nathanael NicholasChuan NicholasTan Nicole Norris Pingzheng Raymond Renyue Ryo Ryuto Sally Shiyan Shushien Sihui Songsim Stephanie Susanna Tianjie Timothy Vanessa Weiren Weiting Weiyuan Wenle Wenyi Wesley Woonwei Xiaotong Xintong Xuewei Xuequan Yangtong Yangxi Yibin Yibin[2] Yilin Yihui Yinnjaye Yongda Yuhong Yuqing Zandra Zhengxuan Zitao Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 Credits skin by: Jane |
Sunday, September 9, 2007 @ 10:49 PM
You Don't Know Me, You Don't Wear My Chains And she said, You don't know me, You don't wear my chains. Oh yeah. I am angry. I am angry. I am very, very angry. I feel very unappreciated. You know when these kinda posts come along, everyone will come and say, Oh Cabby you know I love you right? You know what, I don't. What difference does it make when you say it, only when I'm down? Why don't you say that all the time, if I am your friend. Why do you only say it when I'm sad? Why not everyday? Does this mean you only love me (as a friend) when I'm lonely? It doesn't make any sense. I feel alone, and lonely. I cannot talk to anyone about how I feel. Everyone's just too caught up in their own trappings, and they have to find themselves before they can even find the time to sneak a peek at me. My parents, they don't understand at all. And as a matter of fact, I don't want them to. They think I'm still that little girl from once upon a time. Well I've grown up a fair bit, and they still think I'm 3. Guess what, in 11 days, there's gonna be a 1 in front of that 3. So everybody, I'm not emo. I just think a lot. And hate my dad. Bored Haha today I had walkathon. It was the most boring event ever. But I won some lucky draw prize - cordless kettle jug. Yeah and I've got some project now. Toodles. 5+ hours to HSM2!!! :D Wednesday, September 5, 2007 @ 2:19 PM
Slack Time Woohoo I'm at Erina's house with Sharon doing the stupid dongnanya project. You know, it's irritating how the beautiful get away with everything. It somehow reminds me of Hollywood fakers, those only caring about superficial things. But then again, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But sometimes, the beholder is not who you want it to be. I'm thinking of moving blog again, ersatzerie sounds rather lame. I should move to a secret location where no one can find me, where I can escape. Somewhere only I know. Haha, what a fantasy. Sigh. I haven't started revising. I really hope to do well for Term Four, and run every morning, but I've been sleeping at 12/1/2 AM every morning, so how am I to wake up at 6 to jog. Bleh. I'm bored, let's write a song. Gah, no inspiration. I'm hooked on listening to Jesus of Suburbia, by Green Day. Though I'm not sure what certain parts mean, and I don't know if it's satanic O: But they rock, undoubtedly. Goodbye, farewell. Sunday, September 2, 2007 @ 12:48 PM
Time Time for a new skin (: Haha I got this quiz from Erina. RULES 1. Put your music player on shuffle 2. For each question, press the next button to get your ans, you must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds!! Ok here goes!!! 1. You have great potential in... The Closest Thing To Crazy - Katie Melua I have potential in being crazy? There's always a possibility. 2. You're greatest weakness is... The Kids Are All Fucked Up - Cobra Starship Uhh. Right. Next question. 3. What inspires you the most? Cries From The City - Nevertheless Huh. Cries inspire me? 4. What do you think of yourself? Cherish - Kool and The Gang Sure I cherish myself. 5. What do you hate most in the world? Karen's Theme - The Carpenters No I love this song! 6. What do you feel about your teachers? Dummy - Emma Roberts Yeah teachers are dumb. 7. What is your attitude towards life? Ohio Is For Lovers - Hawthorne Heights Dots. 8. What is the most important thing in your life? The Widow - As Cities Burn I don't know no widow. 9. What do people of the opposite gender think of you? All Of Your Love - Hellogoodbye Right... 10. What's your current obsession? Room 21 - Hinder How would a person have an obsession with a room! 11. What do you feel about your past? Buttons - Pussycat Dolls Wth. 12. What kind of music do you enjoy the most? Stacy's Mom - Fountains Of Wayne Sure I enjoy music from the 'other' genre. 13. What do hope to achieve in the next 2 years? Renegades Of Funk - Rage Against The Machine Um. 14. What are u looking forward to? Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie I've run out of things to say. 15. What's your ambition? Look What You've Done - JET This is so irrelevant. 16. Finally... What will be your happiest moment of your life? Bite The Dust - Pussycat Dolls What the. How would the moment where I die be the happiest moment of my life. Saturday, September 1, 2007 @ 8:46 PM
Loneliness I am the real lonelygirl15. My real friends are my books and papers on my table, They're always there for me come what may, They never share my secrets with anyone. But they're not human. I do work to store my pain and loneliness, I study to numb my solitude. I don't know how to change. Everyone's got their friends partying out on a Saturday night But this little girl's stuck at home crying to silly songs. I am the real McCoy. I cannot figure things out, Not in my mind. Those sums on the tests are easy, But the wars in my brain are tough. The song said to 'stand through the pain', I cannot stand this loneliness. Cry, cry, Little girl cry, Let the pain out, Let it drip down. Let it drip down, Like the blood that stains, Ignore the pain. Cry, cry, Little girl cry, Let the pain out, Let it drip down. Let it drip down, Like the blood that stains, Try to stay sane. I am the darling you love to hate. The people all around ignoring me, I cannot take it anymore. I am slow as a sloth, I cannot catch up. Let me fall down to scrape my knees, But I won't mature. Dry my tears. Cry, cry, Little girl cry, Let the pain out, Let it drip down. Let it drip down, Like the blood that stains, Ignore the pain. Cry, cry, Little girl cry, Let the pain out, Let it drip down. Let it drip down, Like the blood that stains, Try to stay sane. Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 10:23 PM
Broken Hmm... I just realised that I blog only when I'm sad so maybe it kinda seems like I'm sad all the time. Yay here comes another sad post cos I am feeling down today. I'm a kinda person who won't give up, and I'm the kinda person who can't sit back and let nature take its course. No, I'm impatient and I'll do something, anything, to make it right. But I just found out that sometimes, everything a thirteen year old does just cannot change anything. Or anyone. (Sighs) Right, I should stop these sad posts and talk about my day! Oh yeah my results: 5 out of 8 A1s, 1 A2, 1 B3 and 1 B4 :( A1 - English, Science, E Lit, History, Geog A2 - Math B3 - Drama B4 - Chinese Haha I had YCS today. Oh yes, which reminds me! THE MOOB JOKE :D If Men have Moobs, then Women have Woobs, and Girls have Goobs, and Boys have Boobs! Haha it's lame I know, but still. 'As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you' - Toto Chan I don't even know if I should. No wonder Daddy says love is for grown ups. Not really looking forward to spiritual day. Maybe I should quit. Everybody (no) love today
Cabrini Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 9:46 AM
I Wish I wish I could tell you this, but you see, things are far too complicated for me to do that. I could never forget the way you were to me, I could never forget that day with you, albeit all the people around. I could never take you out of my heart, I could never forget you. I could never get over you, I could never replace you. I am confused, I am lost. I am lost, I am naive. I am forsaken, I am abandoned. |